Getting surgery was
something I had thought about often but I didn't feel that being flat
chested was a big enough deal to go through with surgery. I mean look
at Kate Hudson, I had more than her and she looks amazing being a
surfboard!
I was worried about how much my body shape would change.
When I wore a really good push up bra sometimes I'd feel fat and top
heavy. Would I feel like that all the time, if I went through with
surgery? Also I didn't want to look like I had two balloons stuck to
my chest and be really out of proportion. Besides the body issues I
also worried about not being able to lie on my stomach and get
massages or play sport. Of course the logic that there are many girls
with very large breasts who go to the gym or play sport didn't make
me feel better because what if it was a hindrance to me.
The other
stupid thing that I used to say in jest but actually went through my
mind was how one day, when walking down the stairs from the last row
at the MCG I commented that you wouldn't want to be top heavy as the
steps are so steep you could easily fall forward.
What if that
happened for real! Stupid things to worry about but they were
concerns all the same.
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